Wednesday, July 20, 2011

Slightly Freaking Out. Just so you know.

Today is the day where I begin freaking out.

Just so you know.

It really started coming on yesterday and I tried to ignore it, but that clearly didn't work.

I also ate kashi yesterday morning for breakfast (a meal I typically choose to skip but the darn trainer makes me work harder when I skip a meal, so I was trying to be good and follow directions, so I ate the damn kashi) and then I spent the vast majority of the day in the bathroom.  TMI?  Probably.

So I had lots of time on my hands yesterday to worry.

I have to take the girls to register them for school today.  At their new school.  Which is also my new school.  And I am kind of freaking out about it.  Like screaming in my brain.  And that's never good.

I believe we all know that I do not handle change well.  And there are a lot of changes right now.

The times they are a-changin.

And I'm really, truly not sure how everything is going to work out this year.  And I kind of want to just cry today.  Which perhaps is just what I need to do.  Spend the day crying and then move on and get over it.

And part of me wants to deny that any of this is even happening.

But it is, and I have to deal with it.

That's so grown up of me, isn't it?  Ugh.

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